I'm looking for a song by lyrics 87 or 88 year

Regret these days , pity the words
To leave this one without a word, so without complaints
it is impossible to do so without regretting anything
well you know
You want to go , as it has to be like this maybe you need to come to terms with it.
leave me alone I will wipe away a tear , you were supposed to go , well bye bye go already go.

It happened someone is missing, suddenly quiet and gloomy to the point of fear
I would like to be but where, after all, no one listens to me anymore, not even me
You do not have a chance, suggests someone, but another does not agree with it
Where do you want to go, think for a moment if
there is nothing left to live.

Clouded by your evil, left at the bottom - that's me , yes me
I bathed in tears, and you proud as a peacock
Who of us should fall
But I live because I know that the day will come that I, yes I
I'll be proud as a peacock, and you gray as a moth, no chance, no grace - 2x